have you ever...?

have you ever been lost
to just find yourself?
have you ever stopped midway
to know you can go ahead?
have you ever breathed hard
to check if you're still alive?
have you ever smiled
to see if it still hurts?
have you ever loved enough
to give yourself away?
have you ever cared
to say a final goodbye?
have you ever made a promise
knowing you'll break away?
and then have you justified
saying it had to happen?
have you ever felt guilty
of the chance you gave away?
have you ever wished a moment back
knowing its lost forever?
have you ever lived your life
thinking it is just today...?