22 june, 2007
mumbai
according to the reoprts of the indian medical association a new viral fever has attacked the city. the lethal virus, Suffocative Brains Immune System, more commonly known as SBI, is spreading throughout the city. the new report on the virus say that it may have already attcked nationwide makeing this vioral fever epidemic a national emmergency situation.
the first signs of th virus were found when the news spread that state bank of india (SBI) is recruiting thousands of young candidates through a nationwide entrance exam. the position offered was of branch clerk along with other benefits as PA, TA, Mediclaim and PF securing the young candidates future.
the virus reportedly centers its attack on the brain of the victim. it destroys the grey cells taking away the rational thinking capacity of the victim. the fever also takes away the capability of man to think differntly and dream. if the fever persists, it leads to the terrible condition of a very narrow mind and inability to foresee. strangely enough, the virus does not affect possesser of the virus as though physical death does not occur, it may lead to suffocation
the virus is lethal and attacks people beyond the age group of 45 years. parents with young teenagers especially in media or other such creative fields are most common victims of this fever. strangely enough, the virus does not affect possesser of the virus as it does to the young teenage offspring of the posseesor. most horrific results are seen when both the parents are the carriers of the deadly virus SBI. the teenager goes through a series of violent ouburts or depression. though physical death does not occur, the fever results in suffocation of the soul and dreams and destruction of trust towards parents. the fever may also result in high frustration levels and lead to situations like leaving the house or suicide for the teenagers.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
untrotten
Dont be scared
lost you make your way...
you do find a path
in the untrotten
yes, the blowing wind is new and cold
shaken... nothing to hold on
hang on... your dreams are not lost
you're not alone
you can make it
just keep going
leave behind a trail
of success and failure
of tears and joy
of defeat and win
leave behind a mark
of learning and faltering
letting go and not clutching
look back and smile
its the time to move on...
to another undiscovered world
to learn an invent there
dont be scared
lost, you make your way
you do build a castle
in the unknown
lost you make your way...
you do find a path
in the untrotten
yes, the blowing wind is new and cold
shaken... nothing to hold on
hang on... your dreams are not lost
you're not alone
you can make it
just keep going
leave behind a trail
of success and failure
of tears and joy
of defeat and win
leave behind a mark
of learning and faltering
letting go and not clutching
look back and smile
its the time to move on...
to another undiscovered world
to learn an invent there
dont be scared
lost, you make your way
you do build a castle
in the unknown
Friday, March 14, 2008
A year later the sun smiled and now I’m finally on track he thought. He smiled as he looked at her. All he wanted was to be lost in her eyes, those dark shimmering eyes and be lost forever. There was no hurt now, just a simple smile in those eyes. Oh, how much of hurt he had caused her. Just the thought of how he had betrayed her love made him nauseatically sorry. Pardon me for my sins, lord’ he prayed silently wondering if god would be listening to these prayers, ‘for the pain that I’ve caused to my beloved. My foolishness had these beautiful eyes vanish under the clouds of pain for long. Forgive my sins my lord. Forgive.’
He looked back again her, facing her beautiful naïve face. There she was, after all the pain he had caused her , still standing infront of him. ‘How much love is there for me in that heart? That it’s still ready to accept this man who betrayed the very love we shared.’ He thought feeling a sense of love and respect for her that he’d never felt. “I am sorry” he finally said. She muttered an almost silent reply, “lets go home” a tear drop appeared from the corner of her eye. He held her close in the chilling winter as they walked. He felt her warmth and said ‘god, I’m really heading home’
As he opened the door of their home, where once again they were going to lay the foundation of a trusting marriage, he kissed her. He felt those tender lips and kissed them like he was asking for forgiveness. He could together feel The remorse of leaving her and relief of her having forgiven him. A warmth was settling in him, freeing him of guilt. It was an explosion of happiness he could feel inside him.
Agape of the explosion he opened his eyes. There she was, after all the pain he had caused her, still standing infront of him with a gun in her hand. A stream of warm blood trickled from his forehead. As she muttered an almost silent prayer, ‘forgive me lord for my sin, for I could not forgive him…’
He looked back again her, facing her beautiful naïve face. There she was, after all the pain he had caused her , still standing infront of him. ‘How much love is there for me in that heart? That it’s still ready to accept this man who betrayed the very love we shared.’ He thought feeling a sense of love and respect for her that he’d never felt. “I am sorry” he finally said. She muttered an almost silent reply, “lets go home” a tear drop appeared from the corner of her eye. He held her close in the chilling winter as they walked. He felt her warmth and said ‘god, I’m really heading home’
As he opened the door of their home, where once again they were going to lay the foundation of a trusting marriage, he kissed her. He felt those tender lips and kissed them like he was asking for forgiveness. He could together feel The remorse of leaving her and relief of her having forgiven him. A warmth was settling in him, freeing him of guilt. It was an explosion of happiness he could feel inside him.
Agape of the explosion he opened his eyes. There she was, after all the pain he had caused her, still standing infront of him with a gun in her hand. A stream of warm blood trickled from his forehead. As she muttered an almost silent prayer, ‘forgive me lord for my sin, for I could not forgive him…’
The man said, “I am not romantic and I cant express my love for you” and she smiled and said, “yes, its true. When you hug me, when you kiss me, when you feel so relieved and calm to finally hold me near, when you just want to listen to my voice, when you want to sit infront of me when I’m visiting the bathroom sick 10 times a day, when you tickle me, when you stop if it hurts, when you keep the call if my dad comes, when you crib about my cellphone, when you tell me I’ll stand next to you throughout, when you leave me to explore out alone, when ou make crazy plans to see me, when you see me from the auto while going, when you tell me to come down from my house at 12 in the night, when you really stand below my balcony at 12 in the night, when you come in shorts to eat an icecream, when oyu eat mcalu tikki with me, when while eating you criticize it, when you call me a brhamin, even more so when you ask the same Brahmin to marry you, when you call me short, when you call me a cat, when you make weird noises, when I understand the language behind these noises, when you try to dance just because I want to dance, when you want to save yourself till marriage, when you want to get married now, when you want to spend the night with me, when you leave a note saying ‘see you later sleeping beauty’ next to my coushion, when after that night watching me sleep becomes your favorite pastime, when you listen to all my problems, when you agree to see a crap movie with me, when later you laugh about it, when you leave your dinner and come to pick me up, when you light 19 candles for me, when you wear formals for me, when you make that face when you get late, when you let me take your picture, when you fantasise with me about our marriage plans, when you suddenely shout ‘what a cute girlfriend I have’ on the phone, when you say I cant express my love for you…. My darling, unknowingly, every minute you do….
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
distant friend
i think i'm losing out on u friend!
but i dont know how to help it
it seems like now u dont really listen to me
the smile looks fake
the eyes which once showed an emotion
are dry and neutral now
the silence is not golden
but rather an imaptient question
how long does this have to go on?
why such coldness?
why the feeling of being matter of fact?
i tried, i tried very hard to come back
but somehow its just impossible
u seem to have made up ur mind
happy with the new ones that u have
maybe i'm the old past
i'm not even trying now though it hurts
its ur decision, u've taken it
let the silence remain...
untill it hurts u...
master of the game
how do people achieve it? one day before the exam buy or rent the books, glance thorugh it and walk towards the exam hall.... and then chill.. with friends and ur girlfriend... one month later come to know that u've topped the subject...
next exam create a world record... dont even see the book's face... and enter the exam hall.. see the paper, write every single question with a smirk on ur face.. exit in one hour... call ur girlfriend and fix a meeting with her... chill with friends
(one month later the news comes... 30 in the paper u worte without ever looking at the book for once!)
next exam create a world record... dont even see the book's face... and enter the exam hall.. see the paper, write every single question with a smirk on ur face.. exit in one hour... call ur girlfriend and fix a meeting with her... chill with friends
(one month later the news comes... 30 in the paper u worte without ever looking at the book for once!)
Thursday, February 28, 2008
pointless
losing has always been my fear and I think it always will be. U know me in and out, so u know I’m truly like a child. Insecure and scared. Innocent and dreamy. Mad and hopeful. Whoever I love the most, I’m scared of losing them. Cause that would take away a piece of my heart and the meaning of me. I will lose my strength too with him. And the thing or rather the problem is I love u like mad. I’m hopelessly in love with u. and I cant help it. I couldn’t help it from the very beginning. And now…… I’m so interwined with u that…. That I cant even find words now. I just know that there’s nothing without u.
u know me, death was always a obstacle to me. I would imagine my mom’s death and thought of ways to fight it. Coz I knew my life would be of no meaning then. Child as I was, young and stupid, I thought I would make a mummy of her. Bless me I think now that I could atleast fight it. Child as I am now, I imagine ur death. And be sursprised, my mind goes blank. It is a different thing for me, quite astonishing, coz me the thinker can surely cook up something. But no, no image comes infront, no thought, just a blank pause and from nowhere a tear rolles down. A warm tear….but the drop doesn’t soothe the already aching heart.
As silly as I sound, I know u think I’m mad. And u have every reason to think like that. I know I am mad. But madeness is the last thing u think about when u r deep down drowned in love. U just stay there… feeling it… it fills ur heart and then it fills u out…
I really do love u a lot. I dont know what words to stick here to express that. But u add meaing to my life rather u r my life. Cliché… cliché… cliché.. I know….
But tell me way to express it na… how do I express it when I lose a heartbeat when I see u… how do I express wat I feel when u hold me close…. How do I express the peace spreading in me when I look at u…how do I express the look on my face when I see a ring put on my ring finger… how do I express my mind so occupied with u… how do I express when I don’t take a virar train coz u told me… how do I express my long lost gaze when I’m thinking about u… how how how???? I am exploding with feeling right now…. And I cant find a single word to express them. All this is not a lie. I really am feeling too many feelings. U need to know how much I love u but I don’t know how. Can u feel it? Do u know already?
I know I’m not at all talking sense. Nothing of it makes sense. I know I’m not going to lose u and u already know how precious u r to me. Yes u know how much I love u cause u love me much more than that. But its just a prayer. And I don’t know why I’m praying like this and telling u all that. But I think I’m including u in my prayer. I’m praying not to let u go away. Stupidly, innocently. I’m praying that u always stay with me. And I should stay with u. I’m praying we should be together. I’m praying nothing should break us apart. U’re the most precious thing I’ve got. I need to cherish and love my vampire. And I need u. to comfort me, and just sit next to me. I have no more demands, hug me and just keep me there. Ur baby safely locked away. Its warm and cozy there and I feel like a cacoon. Nothing can touch me and nothing can ever possibly harm me there. And I like it there, I don’t ever want to get out from there.
That’s it, that’s the point of all this… don’t let me out of ur hug….
u know me, death was always a obstacle to me. I would imagine my mom’s death and thought of ways to fight it. Coz I knew my life would be of no meaning then. Child as I was, young and stupid, I thought I would make a mummy of her. Bless me I think now that I could atleast fight it. Child as I am now, I imagine ur death. And be sursprised, my mind goes blank. It is a different thing for me, quite astonishing, coz me the thinker can surely cook up something. But no, no image comes infront, no thought, just a blank pause and from nowhere a tear rolles down. A warm tear….but the drop doesn’t soothe the already aching heart.
As silly as I sound, I know u think I’m mad. And u have every reason to think like that. I know I am mad. But madeness is the last thing u think about when u r deep down drowned in love. U just stay there… feeling it… it fills ur heart and then it fills u out…
I really do love u a lot. I dont know what words to stick here to express that. But u add meaing to my life rather u r my life. Cliché… cliché… cliché.. I know….
But tell me way to express it na… how do I express it when I lose a heartbeat when I see u… how do I express wat I feel when u hold me close…. How do I express the peace spreading in me when I look at u…how do I express the look on my face when I see a ring put on my ring finger… how do I express my mind so occupied with u… how do I express when I don’t take a virar train coz u told me… how do I express my long lost gaze when I’m thinking about u… how how how???? I am exploding with feeling right now…. And I cant find a single word to express them. All this is not a lie. I really am feeling too many feelings. U need to know how much I love u but I don’t know how. Can u feel it? Do u know already?
I know I’m not at all talking sense. Nothing of it makes sense. I know I’m not going to lose u and u already know how precious u r to me. Yes u know how much I love u cause u love me much more than that. But its just a prayer. And I don’t know why I’m praying like this and telling u all that. But I think I’m including u in my prayer. I’m praying not to let u go away. Stupidly, innocently. I’m praying that u always stay with me. And I should stay with u. I’m praying we should be together. I’m praying nothing should break us apart. U’re the most precious thing I’ve got. I need to cherish and love my vampire. And I need u. to comfort me, and just sit next to me. I have no more demands, hug me and just keep me there. Ur baby safely locked away. Its warm and cozy there and I feel like a cacoon. Nothing can touch me and nothing can ever possibly harm me there. And I like it there, I don’t ever want to get out from there.
That’s it, that’s the point of all this… don’t let me out of ur hug….
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
